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Hello out there!
I´m still alive XD
I had a tough time with my last year in school, but now everything is over and I´m ready ( erm... I guess?) for a new beginning.
This is not just only about my living conditions but also my drawings... I want to "try again" and become better now.
Since I had to draw a whole week without any other thing to do for my portfolio ( man I can tell you althrough I gave my HARDEST to make it the best I could possibly do... It was NOT good XD I am so happy that the university still wanted me =/) I wasn´t able to touch a pencil anymore. I had no fun drawing and I felt bad for everything i drew...
Well I try to leave that behind now and start over... I won´t have any expectations on myself anymore...
So not only that, I am going to live on my own ( of course with my doggie) and that will be frickin´ AWESOME and fucking scary
...
Because my head is finally free now I think I can try to make that happen
I´ll be back soon <3
I´m still alive XD
I had a tough time with my last year in school, but now everything is over and I´m ready ( erm... I guess?) for a new beginning.
This is not just only about my living conditions but also my drawings... I want to "try again" and become better now.
Since I had to draw a whole week without any other thing to do for my portfolio ( man I can tell you althrough I gave my HARDEST to make it the best I could possibly do... It was NOT good XD I am so happy that the university still wanted me =/) I wasn´t able to touch a pencil anymore. I had no fun drawing and I felt bad for everything i drew...
Well I try to leave that behind now and start over... I won´t have any expectations on myself anymore...
So not only that, I am going to live on my own ( of course with my doggie) and that will be frickin´ AWESOME and fucking scary
...Because my head is finally free now I think I can try to make that happen
I´ll be back soon <3
Distraction
You know a funny thing about me?
I end up watching documentarys and political news shows whenever I have a lot of stuff to do...
I am just really mature, right?... Now I go watch another documentary ... probably about Korea ...
I m a sketch-lover
Am I the only one who likes her sketches best?
Whatever I draw I always like the sketch version best... And the colored version least... haha.
But not only with my own stuff. When there are some work progression pics from an artwork I always find myself thinking that I really love the sketch the most... They are the most lively and interesting I guess. I am writing nonsense again =)
Brighter
The days seem brighter when I am at home.
I missed my family really much and its sad that I have to go back in just a month... But I have just another year to go in university, so it will be alright.
I am trying to draw daily recently. It turns out its hard to find the time, but I´ll try.
Also I still have to work on my uni stuff. Our first game, - playable game!- is nearly finished. I am so proud!
So I turn 23 next week... Ah time flies! Well I am writing nonsense because I actually have to work now! So I will do that now!
A Smile Can Save The Day
Recently I realized how much it means to me when a random person smiles at me or changes a few nice words with me.
A while back, when I had a lot of trouble with myself and stuff and so on... I often just wanted to go straight home from school and don´t talk to anyone. But there where times I actually HAD TO go out. Because I needed food or other stuff you need to live, visiting the bank, going for a walk with my dog... And I really really hated it and I wasn´t feeling well when I where outside.
So there where a time I needed to buy uni related stuff and I remember that I had an really bad day and was just pissed off and absolute
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