ShopDreamUp AI ArtDreamUp
Deviation Actions
Having school vacations, yay!
I´m trying to use them successful...
I spend the days with drawing sketches/ heads... I´m just kind of frustrated, because I realized that I have no own style, which means that my characters look everytime different from that I want them look like...
Well but I also spend the last two days with writing my story about Shinto. I know it won´t be perfect, but thats not how it should be. I just want to write a story which is for me, personally, the ideal story. With characters I like, with a story I like, with an end I like... A long time I wasn´t able to write on it because I always thought:" Oh no someone could say that it´s similiar to this or it´s kinda like that..." Finally I think because it´s MY story it can be like I want it to be. I won´t ever make money with that. I´m actually not quite sure if anyone other than me will ever read it.
But because I´m such an damn perfectionist I´m rewriting it again and again X`D... I know that I´m not that talented to write something like Harry Potter or Eragon, but I think as long as I have fun it´s okay...
Hmm, well it´s important to me that I just don´t do NOTHING...
My last vacations gone by and at the end I realized that I didn´t do anything.
My big dream would be to come to an end with the story I´m writing and start to draw a manga about it... Just lemme dream, okay?! D=
Hmm-kay, thats it. I ´know, it wasn´t something important
I´m trying to use them successful...
I spend the days with drawing sketches/ heads... I´m just kind of frustrated, because I realized that I have no own style, which means that my characters look everytime different from that I want them look like...
Well but I also spend the last two days with writing my story about Shinto. I know it won´t be perfect, but thats not how it should be. I just want to write a story which is for me, personally, the ideal story. With characters I like, with a story I like, with an end I like... A long time I wasn´t able to write on it because I always thought:" Oh no someone could say that it´s similiar to this or it´s kinda like that..." Finally I think because it´s MY story it can be like I want it to be. I won´t ever make money with that. I´m actually not quite sure if anyone other than me will ever read it.
But because I´m such an damn perfectionist I´m rewriting it again and again X`D... I know that I´m not that talented to write something like Harry Potter or Eragon, but I think as long as I have fun it´s okay...
Hmm, well it´s important to me that I just don´t do NOTHING...
My last vacations gone by and at the end I realized that I didn´t do anything.
My big dream would be to come to an end with the story I´m writing and start to draw a manga about it... Just lemme dream, okay?! D=
Hmm-kay, thats it. I ´know, it wasn´t something important
Distraction
You know a funny thing about me?
I end up watching documentarys and political news shows whenever I have a lot of stuff to do...
I am just really mature, right?... Now I go watch another documentary ... probably about Korea ...
I m a sketch-lover
Am I the only one who likes her sketches best?
Whatever I draw I always like the sketch version best... And the colored version least... haha.
But not only with my own stuff. When there are some work progression pics from an artwork I always find myself thinking that I really love the sketch the most... They are the most lively and interesting I guess. I am writing nonsense again =)
Brighter
The days seem brighter when I am at home.
I missed my family really much and its sad that I have to go back in just a month... But I have just another year to go in university, so it will be alright.
I am trying to draw daily recently. It turns out its hard to find the time, but I´ll try.
Also I still have to work on my uni stuff. Our first game, - playable game!- is nearly finished. I am so proud!
So I turn 23 next week... Ah time flies! Well I am writing nonsense because I actually have to work now! So I will do that now!
A Smile Can Save The Day
Recently I realized how much it means to me when a random person smiles at me or changes a few nice words with me.
A while back, when I had a lot of trouble with myself and stuff and so on... I often just wanted to go straight home from school and don´t talk to anyone. But there where times I actually HAD TO go out. Because I needed food or other stuff you need to live, visiting the bank, going for a walk with my dog... And I really really hated it and I wasn´t feeling well when I where outside.
So there where a time I needed to buy uni related stuff and I remember that I had an really bad day and was just pissed off and absolute
© 2012 - 2024 der-kleene-Alchemist
Comments3
Join the community to add your comment. Already a deviant? Log In
Awe, your summer vacation is over now? Boo. I missed talking to you through most of it. Stupid work! I think that it is good to rewrite stories. I do the same. And when I do, I tend to add more details or change some scenes completely. And if I can draw a comic, you can do it too! I believe in you! ;D