Just thinking its time for a new journal

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Having school vacations, yay!
I´m trying to use them successful...
I spend the days with drawing sketches/ heads... I´m just kind of frustrated, because I realized that I have no own style, which means that my characters look everytime different from that I want them look like...
Well but I also spend the last two days with writing my story about Shinto. I know it won´t be perfect, but thats not how it should be. I just want to write a story which is for me, personally, the ideal story. With characters I like, with a story I like, with an end I like... A long time I wasn´t able to write on it because I always thought:" Oh no someone could say that it´s  similiar to this or it´s kinda like that..." Finally I think because it´s MY story it can be like I want it to be. I won´t ever make money with that. I´m actually not quite sure if anyone other than me will ever read it.
But because I´m such an damn perfectionist I´m rewriting it again and again X`D... I know that I´m not that talented to write something like Harry Potter or Eragon, but I think as long as I have fun it´s okay...
Hmm, well it´s important to me that I just don´t do NOTHING...
My last vacations gone by and at the end I realized that I didn´t do anything.
My big dream would be to come to an end with the story I´m writing and start to draw a manga about it... Just lemme dream, okay?! D=

Hmm-kay, thats it. I ´know, it wasn´t something important
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CyaneRainBlack's avatar
Awe, your summer vacation is over now? Boo. I missed talking to you through most of it. Stupid work! I think that it is good to rewrite stories. I do the same. And when I do, I tend to add more details or change some scenes completely. And if I can draw a comic, you can do it too! I believe in you! ;D