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Recently I realized how much it means to me when a random person smiles at me or changes a few nice words with me. 
A while back, when I had a lot of trouble with myself and stuff and so on... I often just wanted to go straight home from school and don´t talk to anyone. But there where times I actually HAD TO go out. Because I needed food or other stuff you need to live, visiting the bank, going for a walk with my dog... And I really really hated it and I wasn´t feeling well when I where outside.

So there where a time I needed to buy uni related stuff and I remember that I had an really bad day and was just pissed off and absolutely not ready to communicate with anyone. So I just wanted to grab the stuff I needed and pay for it and then go home. But the cashier was so nice, giving me a heartwarming smile and before I realized it I was send off with a smile too.
That day wasn´t so bad after this, I felt better. And just now I start to think of how much those little things mean to me.

Like, I try (and suceed mostly) to always smile on cashiers, waitresses or people who come out/ in the elevator and so on. Even if they might have a bad day and seem to be really annoyed about everything I just try to smile and be nice and wish them a great day, hoping that they might look back after some time and say "hah, actually it was nice to be smiled at". Since I do that for a long time now, I noticed that it changes how people look at you. I also started to get better with handling people. Even if you are not capable enough for doing something in your team, when you are honest and nice no one is gonna judging you as long as you trying your best.

My former self always thought it was useless to try to get people to be nicer to each other, because I had myself and thats what only matters. I still think as long as I, myself, like the way I am I can be happy, but as I wrote just now -> It can make your days so much brighter to get a smile from a stranger. That´s really awesome. Like... you are already happy and then someone smiles at you and you can get EVEN HAPPIER. Awesome, huh?! Or you have the shittiest day EVER and then someone treats you nicely and you grin for the first time since ages... Thats a pretty great feeling.

So I just wanted to write some thought down I had since the weekend when the postman woke me up at 2pm and was actually really amused by me being confused as f*ck and dressed in boxers with messy bad hair =3 I think he had a good day after that XD Ah well and thanks for the package...



Other than that there is a lot stuff going on which leaves a nasty taste in my mouth... Trump, Erdogan, Putin, Brexit... I am between a massive facepalm and shaking in fear about asking myself when the third world war will be started... Seriously world... What the f*ck is going wrong with you? How can so many people make so stupid decissions about our, my and the future of the next generation. ( From now on there will be massiv lacking of english skills, because I usually don´t talk about politics in english) Why do people in a democratic constitution vote against the right to participate in the future by chosing to give their vote for people who want to be the sole ruler, bring back the death penalty, are against the freedom of expression or just throwing bombs on other countrys RANDOMLY...

After the Brexit I thought whoow guys I hope you learned from this... Inform yourself BEFORE voting and don´t let the older generation destroy your freedom... 
After Donald Trump being voted for the new president I thought... how stupid of people to vote just for the loudest part because they are unhappy with their lifes but don´t think about the consequences... I thought they must have learned by now... I hope they did
Then the voting for Erdogan... where a lot of freely  living turkish people in germany voted for Erdogan who wants to bring back death penalty and shuts voices down who are against him... 

I suppose many of those people are just unhappy with their lifes or not informed well enough but... I am still sitting here, shaking my head in disbelieve. What else is there to come?
Please don´t destroy the world I, we all, are living in. I actually quite like to live on earth...

Stay positive...
  • Listening to: BTS and B.A.P
  • Reading: Die Feuerreiter seiner Majestät ( again)
  • Watching: over my guineapig,which tries to chomp cables
  • Playing: FF 15/ GW2
Bang Yongguk
Bang Yongguk, member and leader of B.A.P (Best Absolut Perfect)

I really wanted to draw this~

I discovered K-Pop just recently and I am blown away from all these great members and music pieces. Bang Yongguk is one of the few who really moves my heart... He is a great leader and I really hope he gets well soon or at least learns to live with his anxiety disorder. 

-Thanks for being awesome, human and inspiring-
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(caution! bad english skills incoming X`D)
So I am in my 4th term of my studies! Yay, I guess...
I really don´t know where the past two years went by so fast... 
For now I can say I learned some cool stuff and I really am lucky to be able to go to university, yet I will be incredibly happy when I am done in 1 1/2 years XD 

Although studying gave me very much up until now ( you know... experience in very different ways, friends, good times...) it also took a lot from me. I am a very unsocial person and I have to admit that I am hugely stressed by my fellow students and the loud and big city. I barely survive each term, just to go home ( I do go home to my family when I don´t have any more lectures and exams left) and rest for 2 months to go there again... I know that this is my personal problem. I hoped it would get better once I lived there and go on with my daily life, but instead I get more stress and anxiety every time I need to go out. 

So lets hope this semester will be more fun! The last one was really hard, because of engines and modeling... stuff I am not really interested in and also not very good with... Ah, for those who are wondering... I am studying game design. I am not a programmer and I don´t want to be. That´s not actually game design. But I appreciate it, because I like to take a look in how the engines work. Still, the exams are quite hard if you don´t understand quite enough like me... But this time we will make our first own game =3 Everyone gets to do the parts they want to ( hopefully) which means I don´t have to focus on engines =D... 

For my personal life, I realized that I didn´t do what I wanted to and instead of doing something I ended up doing nothing... So I want to draw more, why am I not doing it? I want to write more, so why am I not doing it? Yes, because studying is hard and living by myself too, but I still would have the time if I wanted to... Ah, I really want to get better and DO STUFF which is not uni-related...

Ah, but it´s not all bad of course! I don´t even now why I write this... Maybe because the last journal is way too old XD 
For now I found my passion for K-Pop music, which keeps me alive somehow~ Still I love rock and punk and all that, but sometimes there is music which can give you strenght. I need that now. I do need my punk and rock stuff for the times I want to scream so bad, but am not able to... ( Ya know... because of neighbours... manners... that crap XD) My Mom always wonders how I can actually fall asleep while listening to very loud and very fast music... For me it´s a stress release I guess. I can´t relax to slow music... I am weird I guess =D
I also realized that my english got SO BAD! Argh, that makes me sad D= I am still able to read and understand nearly everything ( since my private life and everything I do in my free time is actually related to english... XD haha) but it´s so hard to write in english Oo... Maybe I need to do more journals so that I can get back into talking and writing in english X`D

So what to do now? I actually have some stuff to do for university... 
  • Listening to: Not Today (BTS), Wake me up (B.A.P), Diamond 4 ya
  • Reading: Die Feuerreiter seiner Majestät ( again)
  • Watching: too much K-Pop videos Oo
  • Playing: FF 15/ GW2
  • Eating: nothing... =/
  • Drinking: coffee~
Commission Sam and Jay
It was a payed Commission
Sam- Labrador
Jay- Chihuahua

I used: Faber- Castell pencil HB,Faber- Castell -> Polychromos and for highlights some white paint

I actually don´t like to submit pictures taken with my smartphone... But I´m always late with commissions, so I don´t have time to actually scan and edit them properly... It was really fun and challenging to do a commissional work again ~
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Gentledog 2.0
And this time its actually scanned =D Not just a crappy photo taken from my mobile phone XD
It´s of course a gift again. This time I finished quite early due to university stuff I pretty much have to do the whole holidays... 
I´m not quite satisfied, the head is too shiny... I really like my polychromos and they feel good when working with them, but it´s still new for me to actually color a portrait since I used to use pencils most of the time...
So I´ll go on to the next drawing and leave you with that =3

( It´s ridiculous how bad my englisched turned just from not communicating... I am perfectly fine reading and hearing english, even different accents, but writing turns out to be quite hard. Funny thing... )
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Recently I realized how much it means to me when a random person smiles at me or changes a few nice words with me. 
A while back, when I had a lot of trouble with myself and stuff and so on... I often just wanted to go straight home from school and don´t talk to anyone. But there where times I actually HAD TO go out. Because I needed food or other stuff you need to live, visiting the bank, going for a walk with my dog... And I really really hated it and I wasn´t feeling well when I where outside.

So there where a time I needed to buy uni related stuff and I remember that I had an really bad day and was just pissed off and absolutely not ready to communicate with anyone. So I just wanted to grab the stuff I needed and pay for it and then go home. But the cashier was so nice, giving me a heartwarming smile and before I realized it I was send off with a smile too.
That day wasn´t so bad after this, I felt better. And just now I start to think of how much those little things mean to me.

Like, I try (and suceed mostly) to always smile on cashiers, waitresses or people who come out/ in the elevator and so on. Even if they might have a bad day and seem to be really annoyed about everything I just try to smile and be nice and wish them a great day, hoping that they might look back after some time and say "hah, actually it was nice to be smiled at". Since I do that for a long time now, I noticed that it changes how people look at you. I also started to get better with handling people. Even if you are not capable enough for doing something in your team, when you are honest and nice no one is gonna judging you as long as you trying your best.

My former self always thought it was useless to try to get people to be nicer to each other, because I had myself and thats what only matters. I still think as long as I, myself, like the way I am I can be happy, but as I wrote just now -> It can make your days so much brighter to get a smile from a stranger. That´s really awesome. Like... you are already happy and then someone smiles at you and you can get EVEN HAPPIER. Awesome, huh?! Or you have the shittiest day EVER and then someone treats you nicely and you grin for the first time since ages... Thats a pretty great feeling.

So I just wanted to write some thought down I had since the weekend when the postman woke me up at 2pm and was actually really amused by me being confused as f*ck and dressed in boxers with messy bad hair =3 I think he had a good day after that XD Ah well and thanks for the package...



Other than that there is a lot stuff going on which leaves a nasty taste in my mouth... Trump, Erdogan, Putin, Brexit... I am between a massive facepalm and shaking in fear about asking myself when the third world war will be started... Seriously world... What the f*ck is going wrong with you? How can so many people make so stupid decissions about our, my and the future of the next generation. ( From now on there will be massiv lacking of english skills, because I usually don´t talk about politics in english) Why do people in a democratic constitution vote against the right to participate in the future by chosing to give their vote for people who want to be the sole ruler, bring back the death penalty, are against the freedom of expression or just throwing bombs on other countrys RANDOMLY...

After the Brexit I thought whoow guys I hope you learned from this... Inform yourself BEFORE voting and don´t let the older generation destroy your freedom... 
After Donald Trump being voted for the new president I thought... how stupid of people to vote just for the loudest part because they are unhappy with their lifes but don´t think about the consequences... I thought they must have learned by now... I hope they did
Then the voting for Erdogan... where a lot of freely  living turkish people in germany voted for Erdogan who wants to bring back death penalty and shuts voices down who are against him... 

I suppose many of those people are just unhappy with their lifes or not informed well enough but... I am still sitting here, shaking my head in disbelieve. What else is there to come?
Please don´t destroy the world I, we all, are living in. I actually quite like to live on earth...

Stay positive...
  • Listening to: BTS and B.A.P
  • Reading: Die Feuerreiter seiner Majestät ( again)
  • Watching: over my guineapig,which tries to chomp cables
  • Playing: FF 15/ GW2

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I´m just a student who lives alone in a big city with her doggie =3

Drawing should be fun, but sometimes I forget about that...
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Rejuch Featured By Owner Mar 16, 2016
Chibi by Rejuch  
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ThickLushQueen Featured By Owner Nov 25, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you for the watch :)
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Bakuhatsu-Dei Featured By Owner Oct 26, 2015  Student Digital Artist
Thanks so much for the watch!! :tighthug:
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with pleasure^^
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lailack Featured By Owner Aug 14, 2015
Alles Gute zu Deinem Geburtstag^^
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:iconder-kleene-alchemist:
dankeschööön
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ARVEN92 Featured By Owner Jul 14, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thanks for the watch :)
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Milk-and-Pie Featured By Owner Aug 7, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you so much for the fav on Don't Fall In Love With A Writer, I really really appreciate it!! :iconlazypoolplz:

So sorry for the late thanks :iconrazycryplz:
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der-kleene-Alchemist Featured By Owner Aug 7, 2014
no promblem =3
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NoranB Featured By Owner Aug 6, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you for watching me :dummy:
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der-kleene-Alchemist Featured By Owner Aug 6, 2014
with pleasure
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nazzba Featured By Owner Aug 5, 2014
Danke fürs Watchen :)
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der-kleene-Alchemist Featured By Owner Aug 6, 2014
gerne doch
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Mirax3163 Featured By Owner Jul 26, 2014  Student Digital Artist
Thanks for the watch! :heart:
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with pleasure!^^
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NekoToTora Featured By Owner Apr 22, 2014  Professional Traditional Artist
YOU'VE BEEN HUGGED!! *Hug*kaomoji set 1 3/19 
Spread the DA love around! (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage!)
RULES:
1- You can hug the person who hugged you!
2- You -SHOULD- hug 10 other people, at least!
3- You should hug them in public! Paste it on their page!
4- Random hugs are perfectly okay! (and sweet)
5- You should most definitely get started hugging right away!
If You Get 7 Back You Are Loved!
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Satosanteru Featured By Owner Mar 10, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for watching! Bunny Emoji-38 (Cutie) [V2]
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^^ with pleasure
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itaXita Featured By Owner Dec 13, 2013
thank you so much for all your support! :iconloveloveplz: very much appreciated ^^
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it was my pleasure, cause your stuff is awesome =D
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itaXita Featured By Owner Dec 13, 2013
awww :icononiononionplz: :tighthug: 

you have a very nice gallery yourself too, I'll be happy to watch you back ^^
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:iconder-kleene-alchemist:
oh my god =D thats... Im honored... thank you very much! <3
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Yoriru Featured By Owner Nov 15, 2013
thank you so much for the watch! :thanks:
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with pleasure!^^
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NekoToTora Featured By Owner Oct 27, 2013  Professional Traditional Artist
Neue ID? Wieso habe ich davon nichts mitbekommen? O.o
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